tonight, my mind drifted to the scene a few hours ago. when I was walking on the sidewalk there is someone who almost hit me. I thought it was already on his mind since the beginning. actually well-intentioned. only in that way he can say hello to me - give the impression that he remembered me and recognize me. apart from that nothing can be done SAA accidentally met - either I or he. everything felt awkward.
three years ago, there are few stories - so little that there was nothing I could be proud of that story. nothing special actually. but sometimes I feel guilty about it. I did not do anything for him. other than that there are things that make me never forget him at all. he seriousness of the first.
even now I can never escape from his shadow.
sometimes I think to talk to him. no, rather I wanted to scream at him. that I'm still here - still own. so soon get back to me. do not you get bored like this?
Saturday 20 August 2011
Saturday 6 August 2011
senior high school: first year
shirt, pants, veils, blazers, cardigans?
have you feel almost crazy just because of trivial things? which will not be questioned so long as you know where your place. even if you're someone who is not popular though. poor! it is not necessary.
but what if you're someone who wants to be center of attention and wants to look elegant in front of your friends? at least in the eyes of someone just because you want to get a couple tonight! there is no fairy godmother or pumpkin carriage and unfortunately this is the real world! fancy a Cinderella would be very vain. you know what that means?
there are only two choices. comes as the ugly one or sit in a room and forget about your dreams.
not only that, this is the problem. haven't been said before there is a focus in this story. in front of someone special. unfortunately it is real and new people I knew just a week ago. oh no! wasn't love at first sight. by god I do not like to call it like that. if there was, it does not happen to me.
it's not love. because I know the reason why I wanted to steal his attention. I'm not pounding deal. I even dared to stare directly into his eyes. but it made me almost crazy. every night I was upset. forgotten how to cry.
have you feel almost crazy just because of trivial things? which will not be questioned so long as you know where your place. even if you're someone who is not popular though. poor! it is not necessary.
but what if you're someone who wants to be center of attention and wants to look elegant in front of your friends? at least in the eyes of someone just because you want to get a couple tonight! there is no fairy godmother or pumpkin carriage and unfortunately this is the real world! fancy a Cinderella would be very vain. you know what that means?
there are only two choices. comes as the ugly one or sit in a room and forget about your dreams.
not only that, this is the problem. haven't been said before there is a focus in this story. in front of someone special. unfortunately it is real and new people I knew just a week ago. oh no! wasn't love at first sight. by god I do not like to call it like that. if there was, it does not happen to me.
it's not love. because I know the reason why I wanted to steal his attention. I'm not pounding deal. I even dared to stare directly into his eyes. but it made me almost crazy. every night I was upset. forgotten how to cry.
senior high school: first year
shirt, pants, veils, blazers, cardigans?
have you feel almost crazy just because of trivial things? which will not be questioned so long as you know where your place. even if you're someone who is not popular though. poor! it is not necessary.
but what if you're someone who wants to be center of attention and wants to look elegant in front of your friends? at least in the eyes of someone just because you want to get a couple tonight! there is no fairy godmother or pumpkin carriage and unfortunately this is the real world! fancy a Cinderella would be very vain. you know what that means?
there are only two choices. comes as the ugly one or sit in a room and forget about your dreams.
not only that, this is the problem. haven't been said before there is a focus in this story. in front of someone special. unfortunately it is real and new people I knew just a week ago. oh no! wasn't love at first sight. by god I do not like to call it like that. if there was, it does not happen to me.
it's not love. because I know the reason why I wanted to steal his attention. I'm not pounding deal. I even dared to stare directly into his eyes. but it made me almost crazy. every night I was upset. forgotten how to cry.
have you feel almost crazy just because of trivial things? which will not be questioned so long as you know where your place. even if you're someone who is not popular though. poor! it is not necessary.
but what if you're someone who wants to be center of attention and wants to look elegant in front of your friends? at least in the eyes of someone just because you want to get a couple tonight! there is no fairy godmother or pumpkin carriage and unfortunately this is the real world! fancy a Cinderella would be very vain. you know what that means?
there are only two choices. comes as the ugly one or sit in a room and forget about your dreams.
not only that, this is the problem. haven't been said before there is a focus in this story. in front of someone special. unfortunately it is real and new people I knew just a week ago. oh no! wasn't love at first sight. by god I do not like to call it like that. if there was, it does not happen to me.
it's not love. because I know the reason why I wanted to steal his attention. I'm not pounding deal. I even dared to stare directly into his eyes. but it made me almost crazy. every night I was upset. forgotten how to cry.
Saturday 4 June 2011
togetherness unforgettable
 |
| together as a team |
 |
| nothing is needed besides compactness |
 |
| no matter for our performance although it should be dirty |
 |
| cheery smile that I will always miss |
 |
| although only a trickle of water, it is worth |
 |
| all out with instructor |
 |
| win or lose is not a problem. The most important is celebration |
Saturday 19 March 2011
Thursday 17 March 2011
japan's cried
The Japanese tsunami is reported to have swept inland up to 10km (six miles) along much of the country's northeastern coast. Three days after the tsunami struck, many areas are still flooded and towns and villages have been left devastated. Scroll through to see images of before and after.
Year 2011 Overview
Oh the lessons you have endured over the course of 2010. You're not the same people-pleasing darling you were a mere 12 months ago. On the contrary darling -- you are in the midst of a powerful process of cultivating the kind of backbone that makes greatness. Thanks to big daddy Saturn you're learning your lessons well in relinquishing laziness, strengthening discipline, and realizing your authority. You're taking yourself more seriously in the arenas where it matters most. (Read: career and getting paid what you're worth.)
Relationships bring plenty of passion, drama and unexpected plot twists especially during the spring. By the time May rolls around you'll be dealing with an unprecedented amount of planetary energy firing up your relationship sector. With six planets including Venus, your ruler and Jupiter, the planet of abundance lining up in your partnership sector you'll be anything but lonely. The challenge lies in staying true to your own needs without getting lost in the persuasive me-me-me demands of your significant others.
Although some of Saturn's lessons will weigh in on a heavier note and perhaps depriving you of any former easy-outs or shortcuts, you have the uncanny ability to take it all in stride. There's something to be said for the inherent Libran laid-back approach to life's challenges. But under current planetary duress you may join the ranks of the stressful millions in your quest for regaining inner peace and unshakable equilibrium. Forever striving for that elusive balance, you're being put through the cosmic ringer when it comes to finding and holding your own with others. But you will get there Libra -- just you wait and see!
Monday 7 March 2011
info sekolah
Bagi kamu-kamu semua yang berminat nglanjutin SMA di SMK Farmasi Bhakti Negara Jember, nih aku punya infonya!
PELUANG KARIR
• Pelayananan dan penatalaksanaan kesehatan masyarakat dalam formasi asisten apoeker pada instalasi apotek, instansi rumah sakit pemerintah/swasta, rumah sakit TNI/Polri
• Tenga teknisi di Industri obat, industri makanan dan minuman, alat kesehatan, obat tradisional, kosmetik, maupun bahan kimia
• Tenaga distribusi/marketing di pedagang besar farmasi
• Melanjutkan pendidikan ke perguruan tinggi negeri atau perguruan tinggi swasta ( kedokteran gigi, kedokteran umum, kedokteran hewan, D3/S1 Farmasi, D3/S1 Keperawatan, D3/D4 Kebidanan, D3/S1 Manajemen Rumah Sakit, D3/S1 analis, S1 Kesehatan Masyarakat, S1 Obat Tradisional, D3 Akupuntur).
Fasilitas Penunjang
• Gedung yang representatif dan mudah dijangkau
• Musholla
• Lab. Praktikum Resep
• Lab. Kimia
• Lahan Praktek Kerja Industri tersebar di berbagai Instansi Apotek Maupun Rumah Sakit Swasta
Kegiatan Ekstra kurikuler
• Teater
• Kegiatan Pecinta Alam
• Ethno Farmasi
PENDAFTARAN
Mekanisme dan Persyaratan Pendaftaran
• Pendaftar diharuskan datang sendiri/tidak diwakilkan bersama wali calon siswa
• Mengisi formulir pendaftaran
• Lulusan SMP/MTS negeri/Swasta atau lulusan Paket C.
• Menyerahkanpersyaratan pendaftaran:
1. Fotocopy rapor kelas VII-IX Semester 1 sampai 5
2. Pas foto hitam putih 4x6 = 3 Lembar
3. Surat
4. Fotocopy SKHU
• Membayar biaya pendaftaran Rp 150.000,
• Berbadan sehat dan tidak buta warna (lulus tes di SMKF Bhakti Negara)
Jadwal Pendaftaran
kegiatan | Gelombang I | Gelombang II |
pendaftaran | Mulai sekarang s/d 29 Mei | 1 Juni -5 juli |
Tes Tulis | 31 Mei | 6 Juli |
Pengumuman | 1 juni | 7 Juli |
Tes Kesehatan | 2 juni | 8 juli |
*materi Tes : Matematika, IPA, Bhs Indo, Bhs Inggris ** Gelombang III dibuka apabila kapasitas belum memenuhi | ||
Monday 14 February 2011
owl city singer sends love song to taylor swift
LOS ANGELES (Hollywood Reporter) - It looks like Taylor
Swift's personal "Love Story" will have a happy ending -- just
in time for Valentine's Day.
The country singer, known for penning songs about her
troubled past relationships, hasn't tried to hide the fact that
the sweeping romantic ballad "Enchanted" on her last album
"Speak Now" describes her unrealized crush on Owl City's Adam
Young.
"It was about this guy that I met in New York City, and I
had talked to him on email or something before, but I had never
met him," she told Yahoo! Music last year. "And meeting him, it
was this overwhelming feeling of: I really hope that you're not
in love with somebody."
She added that she purposely included the word
"wonderstruck" in the lyrics because the subject of the song
had used it in one of their email exchanges. To clear any
lingering doubt about the mystery man's identity, she
capitalized the letters A-D-A-M in the album's lyric booklet.
On Saturday, Young finally responded to Swift's public
serenade. Addressing the singer on Owl City's website, Young
confessed that he too felt sparks fly when they first met.
"I'll be the first to admit I'm a rather shy boy and since
music is the most eloquent form of communication I can muster,
I decided to record something for you--a sort of a 'reply' to
the breathtaking song on your current record," he wrote.
"You are a true princess from a dreamy fairy tale, and
above all, I just want you to know...I was enchanted to meet
you too," Young added.
His recording of "Enchanted" carries Owl City's jazzy,
fanciful signature and includes a few lyric tweaks, as well as
a new verse at the end: "I was never in love with someone else
/ I never had somebody waiting on me / 'Cause you were all of
my dreams come true / And I just wish you knew / Taylor I was
so in love with you."
The verse is a direct response to Swift's original lyrics,
"Please don't be in love with someone else / Please don't have
somebody waiting on you."
source : yahoo news
Thursday 10 February 2011
pernah nggak sih kalian ngerti gimana rasanya sendiri? bukan sendiri dalam artian sepi, sunyi, dan gadda orang lain disekitar kalian. tapi justru sendiri karena nggak dianggap? pernah? tell me, please!
apa seperti yang "pemeran utama" rasain sekarang? biarpun ada banyak orang, tapi tetep aja ngerasa sendiri. nggak pernah dianggep ada.
entah si "pemeran utama" harus harus seneng ato nggak. tapi yang pasti ada perasaan kecewa.
rasa ngak nyaman, rasa nggak dihargai, rasa nggak dilindungi, itu semua pasti ada.
setiap orang punya pikiran, dan pikiran mereka selalu berbeda. mereka punya caranya sendiri untuk dirinya. apa yang terbaik untuk mereka. dan kebanyakan, mereka tak mau melakukan sesuatu yang tidak menguntungkan baginya.
itukah hukum kehidupan manusia sekarang ini? apa orang-orang seperti "pemeran utama" misalnya, yang akan jadi korban keegoisan itu?
bagaimana kalau "pemeran utama" memang tak pernah menguntungkan? siapa yang akan menganggap dirinya ada? bukankah selama ini dia ada?
lalu bagaimana dengan orang-orang yang mereka anggap berguna? apa mereka akan selamanya berguna? apa itu adil? apa itu seimbang?
bukankah Tuhan menciptakan dunia sedemikian rupa agar seimbang?
bukankah ada langit dan bumi? yang menurut sebagian orang adalah hal yang mustahil bersatu. tapi itu semua salah. ada satu titik yang mempertemukan langit dan bumi. titik yang sangat jelas terlihat. hanya saja mereka tak menyadarinya. :(
apa seperti yang "pemeran utama" rasain sekarang? biarpun ada banyak orang, tapi tetep aja ngerasa sendiri. nggak pernah dianggep ada.
entah si "pemeran utama" harus harus seneng ato nggak. tapi yang pasti ada perasaan kecewa.
rasa ngak nyaman, rasa nggak dihargai, rasa nggak dilindungi, itu semua pasti ada.
setiap orang punya pikiran, dan pikiran mereka selalu berbeda. mereka punya caranya sendiri untuk dirinya. apa yang terbaik untuk mereka. dan kebanyakan, mereka tak mau melakukan sesuatu yang tidak menguntungkan baginya.
itukah hukum kehidupan manusia sekarang ini? apa orang-orang seperti "pemeran utama" misalnya, yang akan jadi korban keegoisan itu?
bagaimana kalau "pemeran utama" memang tak pernah menguntungkan? siapa yang akan menganggap dirinya ada? bukankah selama ini dia ada?
lalu bagaimana dengan orang-orang yang mereka anggap berguna? apa mereka akan selamanya berguna? apa itu adil? apa itu seimbang?
bukankah Tuhan menciptakan dunia sedemikian rupa agar seimbang?
bukankah ada langit dan bumi? yang menurut sebagian orang adalah hal yang mustahil bersatu. tapi itu semua salah. ada satu titik yang mempertemukan langit dan bumi. titik yang sangat jelas terlihat. hanya saja mereka tak menyadarinya. :(
I’ll find repose in new ways
Though I haven’t slept in two days
Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone
But drenched in Vanilla twilight
I’ll sit on the front porch all night
Waist deep in thought because when I think of you
I don’t feel so alone
I don’t feel so alone
I don’t feel so alone
Though I haven’t slept in two days
Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone
But drenched in Vanilla twilight
I’ll sit on the front porch all night
Waist deep in thought because when I think of you
I don’t feel so alone
I don’t feel so alone
I don’t feel so alone
As many times as I blink I’ll think of you… tonight
I’ll think of you tonight
I’ll think of you tonight
When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I’ll taste the sky and feel alive again
And I’ll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won’t forget you
Oh if my voice could reach back through the past
I’d whisper in your ear
Oh darling I wish you were here
And heavy wings grow lighter
I’ll taste the sky and feel alive again
And I’ll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won’t forget you
Oh if my voice could reach back through the past
I’d whisper in your ear
Oh darling I wish you were here
Wednesday 2 February 2011
kata tentang 'dia'
Sebenarnya dia peduli apa kata orang lain, hanya saja dia menyembunyikannya. Dia terlalu munafik untuk menampakkan itu. Dia hanya ingin membuat orang lain bahagia dan tanpa orang itu ketahui, dialah yang menanggung bebannya sendiri. Dia samasekali tak bisa disalahkan atas sikapnya. Dia tidak egois, dia memikirkan kebahagiaan orang terkasihnya. Sejauh yang bisa dilakukan olehnya. Terlebih ketika cintanya meminta, maka dia tank sanggup berkata “tidak”
Tuesday 1 February 2011
1 February 2011
DAFTAR ORANG NYEBELIN HARI INI….!!!!
1 Febuary 2011
Hari sibuk untuk kesekian kalinya. Semua dituntut serba cepat hari ini. Wajar kalo ada beberapa orang nyebelin yang masuk dalam list “Orang Nyebelin Hari Ini” versi que_cil. Cekidot…
| Subjek | Aktivitas Nyebelinnya……. |
| Si orang pertama (di post sebelumnya–e-diary part two) | Kaaaarepe deweeee………(lagi) |
| Komandan…. | Gak masuk hari ini. Sedikit gak karuan |
| Pak Becak | Aku ditolak pak becak! Tidaaaak! |
| Ex-dua hati menjadi satu | Muncul bersama pacarnya masing-masing |
| Sewnheadman | Jadi mirip salesman FD |
Attention: hanya sebagai hiburan di waktu senggang
Thursday 27 January 2011
e-diary -part two-
Kamis, 27 Januari 2011
Huff, seharian penuh kuhabiskan hanya berdiam diri di kelas. Untuk apa lagi kalau bukan menyalin tugas yang belum sempat kukerjakan. Haha…. Tentu saja aku tak bisa disalahkan. Karena memang seharian kemarin aku terlalu disibukkan dengan jadwal ini itu.
Tapi satu hal yang kutangkap hari ini. Manusia berjenis kelamin laki-laki! Yah, mereka memang menyebalkan. Setidaknya, itu menurutku. Hari ini, aku menghabiskan sepersekian waktuku di tengah-tengah makhluk itu. Dan itu cukup membuatku sebal. Karena tak ada hal lain yang bisa kulakukan, aku menulis beberapa orang yang menyebalkan hari ini.
· Untuk yang pertama, dia teman sekelasku. Laki-laki paling menyebalkan hari ini. Dia sok, egois, mau menang sendiri, dan gak punya perasaan. Walaupun sifatnya itu tak berkaitan langsung denganku, tetap saja aku sebal padanya.
· Yang kedua, papaku. Nah loh! Seharian ini papa selalu mengusik ketenanganku. Papa menghujaniku dengan pertanyaan-pertanyaan nggak penting disaat moodku kacau karena orang pertama.
· Yang ketiga guruku, Mr. Widodo. Kurasa aku nggak perlu menjelaskan alasanku sebal padanya karena memang dia selalu menyebalkan setiap saat.
· Yang terakhir abang tukang becak dan Lau Tse. Yaolo! Pulang sekolah tadi aku berniat naik becak. Begitu kupanggil abang tukang becak itu menjalankan becaknya kearahku. Tapi ternyata Lau Tse yang tadinya berjalan tepat di sampingku yang beruntung naik becak itu. Aku syok (alay) malu bukan kepalang.
Empat laki-laki malang yang masuk daftar orang menyebalkan hari ini Kamis, 27 Januari 2011 versi que_cil
Saturday 22 January 2011
e-diary
22 januari 2011
aku membacanya lagi...
tulisan tulisan itu,
kali ini sedikit berbeda dengan sebelumnya
aku meneteskan air mata
sesuatu yang sudah lama tak kulakukan
entah mengapa?
hanya saja aku merasa tergerak
coretan coretan kecil itu,
titik titik tinta pena itu,
segalanya...
menceritakan tentang aku,
potongan potongan gambar itu,
seakan menyatu dan berkelebat dalam pikiranku
membentuk rentetan cerita semu
sebagian egoku menolaknya,
mendorongnya menjauh dari pikiranku,
apapun itu..
aku tak mampu,
rasanya seperti heroin,
mencanduiku dan juga menjemukan di saat bersamaan
butiran bening dari mataku tak bisa berkompromi,
terus menyapu kedua pipiku,,
sekeras apapun aku membentangkan pikiranku
hanya perasaan itu yang muncul,
membawa serta sebaris kata,
"ANGEL BY YOUR SIDE"
aku membacanya lagi...
tulisan tulisan itu,
kali ini sedikit berbeda dengan sebelumnya
aku meneteskan air mata
sesuatu yang sudah lama tak kulakukan
entah mengapa?
hanya saja aku merasa tergerak
coretan coretan kecil itu,
titik titik tinta pena itu,
segalanya...
menceritakan tentang aku,
potongan potongan gambar itu,
seakan menyatu dan berkelebat dalam pikiranku
membentuk rentetan cerita semu
sebagian egoku menolaknya,
mendorongnya menjauh dari pikiranku,
apapun itu..
aku tak mampu,
rasanya seperti heroin,
mencanduiku dan juga menjemukan di saat bersamaan
butiran bening dari mataku tak bisa berkompromi,
terus menyapu kedua pipiku,,
sekeras apapun aku membentangkan pikiranku
hanya perasaan itu yang muncul,
membawa serta sebaris kata,
"ANGEL BY YOUR SIDE"
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Saturday 20 August 2011
abandoned
tonight, my mind drifted to the scene a few hours ago. when I was walking on the sidewalk there is someone who almost hit me. I thought it was already on his mind since the beginning. actually well-intentioned. only in that way he can say hello to me - give the impression that he remembered me and recognize me. apart from that nothing can be done SAA accidentally met - either I or he. everything felt awkward.
three years ago, there are few stories - so little that there was nothing I could be proud of that story. nothing special actually. but sometimes I feel guilty about it. I did not do anything for him. other than that there are things that make me never forget him at all. he seriousness of the first.
even now I can never escape from his shadow.
sometimes I think to talk to him. no, rather I wanted to scream at him. that I'm still here - still own. so soon get back to me. do not you get bored like this?
three years ago, there are few stories - so little that there was nothing I could be proud of that story. nothing special actually. but sometimes I feel guilty about it. I did not do anything for him. other than that there are things that make me never forget him at all. he seriousness of the first.
even now I can never escape from his shadow.
sometimes I think to talk to him. no, rather I wanted to scream at him. that I'm still here - still own. so soon get back to me. do not you get bored like this?
Saturday 6 August 2011
senior high school: first year
shirt, pants, veils, blazers, cardigans?
have you feel almost crazy just because of trivial things? which will not be questioned so long as you know where your place. even if you're someone who is not popular though. poor! it is not necessary.
but what if you're someone who wants to be center of attention and wants to look elegant in front of your friends? at least in the eyes of someone just because you want to get a couple tonight! there is no fairy godmother or pumpkin carriage and unfortunately this is the real world! fancy a Cinderella would be very vain. you know what that means?
there are only two choices. comes as the ugly one or sit in a room and forget about your dreams.
not only that, this is the problem. haven't been said before there is a focus in this story. in front of someone special. unfortunately it is real and new people I knew just a week ago. oh no! wasn't love at first sight. by god I do not like to call it like that. if there was, it does not happen to me.
it's not love. because I know the reason why I wanted to steal his attention. I'm not pounding deal. I even dared to stare directly into his eyes. but it made me almost crazy. every night I was upset. forgotten how to cry.
have you feel almost crazy just because of trivial things? which will not be questioned so long as you know where your place. even if you're someone who is not popular though. poor! it is not necessary.
but what if you're someone who wants to be center of attention and wants to look elegant in front of your friends? at least in the eyes of someone just because you want to get a couple tonight! there is no fairy godmother or pumpkin carriage and unfortunately this is the real world! fancy a Cinderella would be very vain. you know what that means?
there are only two choices. comes as the ugly one or sit in a room and forget about your dreams.
not only that, this is the problem. haven't been said before there is a focus in this story. in front of someone special. unfortunately it is real and new people I knew just a week ago. oh no! wasn't love at first sight. by god I do not like to call it like that. if there was, it does not happen to me.
it's not love. because I know the reason why I wanted to steal his attention. I'm not pounding deal. I even dared to stare directly into his eyes. but it made me almost crazy. every night I was upset. forgotten how to cry.
senior high school: first year
shirt, pants, veils, blazers, cardigans?
have you feel almost crazy just because of trivial things? which will not be questioned so long as you know where your place. even if you're someone who is not popular though. poor! it is not necessary.
but what if you're someone who wants to be center of attention and wants to look elegant in front of your friends? at least in the eyes of someone just because you want to get a couple tonight! there is no fairy godmother or pumpkin carriage and unfortunately this is the real world! fancy a Cinderella would be very vain. you know what that means?
there are only two choices. comes as the ugly one or sit in a room and forget about your dreams.
not only that, this is the problem. haven't been said before there is a focus in this story. in front of someone special. unfortunately it is real and new people I knew just a week ago. oh no! wasn't love at first sight. by god I do not like to call it like that. if there was, it does not happen to me.
it's not love. because I know the reason why I wanted to steal his attention. I'm not pounding deal. I even dared to stare directly into his eyes. but it made me almost crazy. every night I was upset. forgotten how to cry.
have you feel almost crazy just because of trivial things? which will not be questioned so long as you know where your place. even if you're someone who is not popular though. poor! it is not necessary.
but what if you're someone who wants to be center of attention and wants to look elegant in front of your friends? at least in the eyes of someone just because you want to get a couple tonight! there is no fairy godmother or pumpkin carriage and unfortunately this is the real world! fancy a Cinderella would be very vain. you know what that means?
there are only two choices. comes as the ugly one or sit in a room and forget about your dreams.
not only that, this is the problem. haven't been said before there is a focus in this story. in front of someone special. unfortunately it is real and new people I knew just a week ago. oh no! wasn't love at first sight. by god I do not like to call it like that. if there was, it does not happen to me.
it's not love. because I know the reason why I wanted to steal his attention. I'm not pounding deal. I even dared to stare directly into his eyes. but it made me almost crazy. every night I was upset. forgotten how to cry.
Saturday 4 June 2011
togetherness unforgettable
|
| together as a team |
|
| nothing is needed besides compactness |
|
| no matter for our performance although it should be dirty |
|
| cheery smile that I will always miss |
|
| although only a trickle of water, it is worth |
|
| all out with instructor |
|
| win or lose is not a problem. The most important is celebration |
Saturday 19 March 2011
Thursday 17 March 2011
japan's cried
The Japanese tsunami is reported to have swept inland up to 10km (six miles) along much of the country's northeastern coast. Three days after the tsunami struck, many areas are still flooded and towns and villages have been left devastated. Scroll through to see images of before and after.
Year 2011 Overview
Oh the lessons you have endured over the course of 2010. You're not the same people-pleasing darling you were a mere 12 months ago. On the contrary darling -- you are in the midst of a powerful process of cultivating the kind of backbone that makes greatness. Thanks to big daddy Saturn you're learning your lessons well in relinquishing laziness, strengthening discipline, and realizing your authority. You're taking yourself more seriously in the arenas where it matters most. (Read: career and getting paid what you're worth.)
Relationships bring plenty of passion, drama and unexpected plot twists especially during the spring. By the time May rolls around you'll be dealing with an unprecedented amount of planetary energy firing up your relationship sector. With six planets including Venus, your ruler and Jupiter, the planet of abundance lining up in your partnership sector you'll be anything but lonely. The challenge lies in staying true to your own needs without getting lost in the persuasive me-me-me demands of your significant others.
Although some of Saturn's lessons will weigh in on a heavier note and perhaps depriving you of any former easy-outs or shortcuts, you have the uncanny ability to take it all in stride. There's something to be said for the inherent Libran laid-back approach to life's challenges. But under current planetary duress you may join the ranks of the stressful millions in your quest for regaining inner peace and unshakable equilibrium. Forever striving for that elusive balance, you're being put through the cosmic ringer when it comes to finding and holding your own with others. But you will get there Libra -- just you wait and see!
Monday 7 March 2011
info sekolah
Bagi kamu-kamu semua yang berminat nglanjutin SMA di SMK Farmasi Bhakti Negara Jember, nih aku punya infonya!
PELUANG KARIR
• Pelayananan dan penatalaksanaan kesehatan masyarakat dalam formasi asisten apoeker pada instalasi apotek, instansi rumah sakit pemerintah/swasta, rumah sakit TNI/Polri
• Tenga teknisi di Industri obat, industri makanan dan minuman, alat kesehatan, obat tradisional, kosmetik, maupun bahan kimia
• Tenaga distribusi/marketing di pedagang besar farmasi
• Melanjutkan pendidikan ke perguruan tinggi negeri atau perguruan tinggi swasta ( kedokteran gigi, kedokteran umum, kedokteran hewan, D3/S1 Farmasi, D3/S1 Keperawatan, D3/D4 Kebidanan, D3/S1 Manajemen Rumah Sakit, D3/S1 analis, S1 Kesehatan Masyarakat, S1 Obat Tradisional, D3 Akupuntur).
Fasilitas Penunjang
• Gedung yang representatif dan mudah dijangkau
• Musholla
• Lab. Praktikum Resep
• Lab. Kimia
• Lahan Praktek Kerja Industri tersebar di berbagai Instansi Apotek Maupun Rumah Sakit Swasta
Kegiatan Ekstra kurikuler
• Teater
• Kegiatan Pecinta Alam
• Ethno Farmasi
PENDAFTARAN
Mekanisme dan Persyaratan Pendaftaran
• Pendaftar diharuskan datang sendiri/tidak diwakilkan bersama wali calon siswa
• Mengisi formulir pendaftaran
• Lulusan SMP/MTS negeri/Swasta atau lulusan Paket C.
• Menyerahkanpersyaratan pendaftaran:
1. Fotocopy rapor kelas VII-IX Semester 1 sampai 5
2. Pas foto hitam putih 4x6 = 3 Lembar
3. Surat
4. Fotocopy SKHU
• Membayar biaya pendaftaran Rp 150.000,
• Berbadan sehat dan tidak buta warna (lulus tes di SMKF Bhakti Negara)
Jadwal Pendaftaran
kegiatan | Gelombang I | Gelombang II |
pendaftaran | Mulai sekarang s/d 29 Mei | 1 Juni -5 juli |
Tes Tulis | 31 Mei | 6 Juli |
Pengumuman | 1 juni | 7 Juli |
Tes Kesehatan | 2 juni | 8 juli |
*materi Tes : Matematika, IPA, Bhs Indo, Bhs Inggris ** Gelombang III dibuka apabila kapasitas belum memenuhi | ||
Monday 14 February 2011
owl city singer sends love song to taylor swift
LOS ANGELES (Hollywood Reporter) - It looks like Taylor
Swift's personal "Love Story" will have a happy ending -- just
in time for Valentine's Day.
The country singer, known for penning songs about her
troubled past relationships, hasn't tried to hide the fact that
the sweeping romantic ballad "Enchanted" on her last album
"Speak Now" describes her unrealized crush on Owl City's Adam
Young.
"It was about this guy that I met in New York City, and I
had talked to him on email or something before, but I had never
met him," she told Yahoo! Music last year. "And meeting him, it
was this overwhelming feeling of: I really hope that you're not
in love with somebody."
She added that she purposely included the word
"wonderstruck" in the lyrics because the subject of the song
had used it in one of their email exchanges. To clear any
lingering doubt about the mystery man's identity, she
capitalized the letters A-D-A-M in the album's lyric booklet.
On Saturday, Young finally responded to Swift's public
serenade. Addressing the singer on Owl City's website, Young
confessed that he too felt sparks fly when they first met.
"I'll be the first to admit I'm a rather shy boy and since
music is the most eloquent form of communication I can muster,
I decided to record something for you--a sort of a 'reply' to
the breathtaking song on your current record," he wrote.
"You are a true princess from a dreamy fairy tale, and
above all, I just want you to know...I was enchanted to meet
you too," Young added.
His recording of "Enchanted" carries Owl City's jazzy,
fanciful signature and includes a few lyric tweaks, as well as
a new verse at the end: "I was never in love with someone else
/ I never had somebody waiting on me / 'Cause you were all of
my dreams come true / And I just wish you knew / Taylor I was
so in love with you."
The verse is a direct response to Swift's original lyrics,
"Please don't be in love with someone else / Please don't have
somebody waiting on you."
source : yahoo news
Thursday 10 February 2011
pernah nggak sih kalian ngerti gimana rasanya sendiri? bukan sendiri dalam artian sepi, sunyi, dan gadda orang lain disekitar kalian. tapi justru sendiri karena nggak dianggap? pernah? tell me, please!
apa seperti yang "pemeran utama" rasain sekarang? biarpun ada banyak orang, tapi tetep aja ngerasa sendiri. nggak pernah dianggep ada.
entah si "pemeran utama" harus harus seneng ato nggak. tapi yang pasti ada perasaan kecewa.
rasa ngak nyaman, rasa nggak dihargai, rasa nggak dilindungi, itu semua pasti ada.
setiap orang punya pikiran, dan pikiran mereka selalu berbeda. mereka punya caranya sendiri untuk dirinya. apa yang terbaik untuk mereka. dan kebanyakan, mereka tak mau melakukan sesuatu yang tidak menguntungkan baginya.
itukah hukum kehidupan manusia sekarang ini? apa orang-orang seperti "pemeran utama" misalnya, yang akan jadi korban keegoisan itu?
bagaimana kalau "pemeran utama" memang tak pernah menguntungkan? siapa yang akan menganggap dirinya ada? bukankah selama ini dia ada?
lalu bagaimana dengan orang-orang yang mereka anggap berguna? apa mereka akan selamanya berguna? apa itu adil? apa itu seimbang?
bukankah Tuhan menciptakan dunia sedemikian rupa agar seimbang?
bukankah ada langit dan bumi? yang menurut sebagian orang adalah hal yang mustahil bersatu. tapi itu semua salah. ada satu titik yang mempertemukan langit dan bumi. titik yang sangat jelas terlihat. hanya saja mereka tak menyadarinya. :(
apa seperti yang "pemeran utama" rasain sekarang? biarpun ada banyak orang, tapi tetep aja ngerasa sendiri. nggak pernah dianggep ada.
entah si "pemeran utama" harus harus seneng ato nggak. tapi yang pasti ada perasaan kecewa.
rasa ngak nyaman, rasa nggak dihargai, rasa nggak dilindungi, itu semua pasti ada.
setiap orang punya pikiran, dan pikiran mereka selalu berbeda. mereka punya caranya sendiri untuk dirinya. apa yang terbaik untuk mereka. dan kebanyakan, mereka tak mau melakukan sesuatu yang tidak menguntungkan baginya.
itukah hukum kehidupan manusia sekarang ini? apa orang-orang seperti "pemeran utama" misalnya, yang akan jadi korban keegoisan itu?
bagaimana kalau "pemeran utama" memang tak pernah menguntungkan? siapa yang akan menganggap dirinya ada? bukankah selama ini dia ada?
lalu bagaimana dengan orang-orang yang mereka anggap berguna? apa mereka akan selamanya berguna? apa itu adil? apa itu seimbang?
bukankah Tuhan menciptakan dunia sedemikian rupa agar seimbang?
bukankah ada langit dan bumi? yang menurut sebagian orang adalah hal yang mustahil bersatu. tapi itu semua salah. ada satu titik yang mempertemukan langit dan bumi. titik yang sangat jelas terlihat. hanya saja mereka tak menyadarinya. :(
I’ll find repose in new ways
Though I haven’t slept in two days
Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone
But drenched in Vanilla twilight
I’ll sit on the front porch all night
Waist deep in thought because when I think of you
I don’t feel so alone
I don’t feel so alone
I don’t feel so alone
Though I haven’t slept in two days
Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone
But drenched in Vanilla twilight
I’ll sit on the front porch all night
Waist deep in thought because when I think of you
I don’t feel so alone
I don’t feel so alone
I don’t feel so alone
As many times as I blink I’ll think of you… tonight
I’ll think of you tonight
I’ll think of you tonight
When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I’ll taste the sky and feel alive again
And I’ll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won’t forget you
Oh if my voice could reach back through the past
I’d whisper in your ear
Oh darling I wish you were here
And heavy wings grow lighter
I’ll taste the sky and feel alive again
And I’ll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won’t forget you
Oh if my voice could reach back through the past
I’d whisper in your ear
Oh darling I wish you were here
Wednesday 2 February 2011
kata tentang 'dia'
Sebenarnya dia peduli apa kata orang lain, hanya saja dia menyembunyikannya. Dia terlalu munafik untuk menampakkan itu. Dia hanya ingin membuat orang lain bahagia dan tanpa orang itu ketahui, dialah yang menanggung bebannya sendiri. Dia samasekali tak bisa disalahkan atas sikapnya. Dia tidak egois, dia memikirkan kebahagiaan orang terkasihnya. Sejauh yang bisa dilakukan olehnya. Terlebih ketika cintanya meminta, maka dia tank sanggup berkata “tidak”
Tuesday 1 February 2011
1 February 2011
DAFTAR ORANG NYEBELIN HARI INI….!!!!
1 Febuary 2011
Hari sibuk untuk kesekian kalinya. Semua dituntut serba cepat hari ini. Wajar kalo ada beberapa orang nyebelin yang masuk dalam list “Orang Nyebelin Hari Ini” versi que_cil. Cekidot…
| Subjek | Aktivitas Nyebelinnya……. |
| Si orang pertama (di post sebelumnya–e-diary part two) | Kaaaarepe deweeee………(lagi) |
| Komandan…. | Gak masuk hari ini. Sedikit gak karuan |
| Pak Becak | Aku ditolak pak becak! Tidaaaak! |
| Ex-dua hati menjadi satu | Muncul bersama pacarnya masing-masing |
| Sewnheadman | Jadi mirip salesman FD |
Attention: hanya sebagai hiburan di waktu senggang
Thursday 27 January 2011
e-diary -part two-
Kamis, 27 Januari 2011
Huff, seharian penuh kuhabiskan hanya berdiam diri di kelas. Untuk apa lagi kalau bukan menyalin tugas yang belum sempat kukerjakan. Haha…. Tentu saja aku tak bisa disalahkan. Karena memang seharian kemarin aku terlalu disibukkan dengan jadwal ini itu.
Tapi satu hal yang kutangkap hari ini. Manusia berjenis kelamin laki-laki! Yah, mereka memang menyebalkan. Setidaknya, itu menurutku. Hari ini, aku menghabiskan sepersekian waktuku di tengah-tengah makhluk itu. Dan itu cukup membuatku sebal. Karena tak ada hal lain yang bisa kulakukan, aku menulis beberapa orang yang menyebalkan hari ini.
· Untuk yang pertama, dia teman sekelasku. Laki-laki paling menyebalkan hari ini. Dia sok, egois, mau menang sendiri, dan gak punya perasaan. Walaupun sifatnya itu tak berkaitan langsung denganku, tetap saja aku sebal padanya.
· Yang kedua, papaku. Nah loh! Seharian ini papa selalu mengusik ketenanganku. Papa menghujaniku dengan pertanyaan-pertanyaan nggak penting disaat moodku kacau karena orang pertama.
· Yang ketiga guruku, Mr. Widodo. Kurasa aku nggak perlu menjelaskan alasanku sebal padanya karena memang dia selalu menyebalkan setiap saat.
· Yang terakhir abang tukang becak dan Lau Tse. Yaolo! Pulang sekolah tadi aku berniat naik becak. Begitu kupanggil abang tukang becak itu menjalankan becaknya kearahku. Tapi ternyata Lau Tse yang tadinya berjalan tepat di sampingku yang beruntung naik becak itu. Aku syok (alay) malu bukan kepalang.
Empat laki-laki malang yang masuk daftar orang menyebalkan hari ini Kamis, 27 Januari 2011 versi que_cil
Saturday 22 January 2011
e-diary
22 januari 2011
aku membacanya lagi...
tulisan tulisan itu,
kali ini sedikit berbeda dengan sebelumnya
aku meneteskan air mata
sesuatu yang sudah lama tak kulakukan
entah mengapa?
hanya saja aku merasa tergerak
coretan coretan kecil itu,
titik titik tinta pena itu,
segalanya...
menceritakan tentang aku,
potongan potongan gambar itu,
seakan menyatu dan berkelebat dalam pikiranku
membentuk rentetan cerita semu
sebagian egoku menolaknya,
mendorongnya menjauh dari pikiranku,
apapun itu..
aku tak mampu,
rasanya seperti heroin,
mencanduiku dan juga menjemukan di saat bersamaan
butiran bening dari mataku tak bisa berkompromi,
terus menyapu kedua pipiku,,
sekeras apapun aku membentangkan pikiranku
hanya perasaan itu yang muncul,
membawa serta sebaris kata,
"ANGEL BY YOUR SIDE"
aku membacanya lagi...
tulisan tulisan itu,
kali ini sedikit berbeda dengan sebelumnya
aku meneteskan air mata
sesuatu yang sudah lama tak kulakukan
entah mengapa?
hanya saja aku merasa tergerak
coretan coretan kecil itu,
titik titik tinta pena itu,
segalanya...
menceritakan tentang aku,
potongan potongan gambar itu,
seakan menyatu dan berkelebat dalam pikiranku
membentuk rentetan cerita semu
sebagian egoku menolaknya,
mendorongnya menjauh dari pikiranku,
apapun itu..
aku tak mampu,
rasanya seperti heroin,
mencanduiku dan juga menjemukan di saat bersamaan
butiran bening dari mataku tak bisa berkompromi,
terus menyapu kedua pipiku,,
sekeras apapun aku membentangkan pikiranku
hanya perasaan itu yang muncul,
membawa serta sebaris kata,
"ANGEL BY YOUR SIDE"
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